Hope

Hoping that we're gonna see each other soon. I hate to feel this way, I miss you so much.
How I wish I'm with you now. I wanna hug and kiss you my love.

I know some of you are hoping that everything's gonna be fine. In life we will have many challenges, tasks and obstacles given by God. I'm hoping that I can or we can pass all of these.

I miss you so much hubby. I'm hoping that's everything's gonna be fine. I love you so much.
Please don't lose hope God is with us.
Stay strong and have faith in God.

Your my happiness.
You light up my world like no body else.
Your smile makes my day brighter.

It's really hard cause we're far from each other.
I'm sorry cause I'm not perfect.
I love you hubby.
 Your the love of my life. 💋

What's on my mind?

I feel I'm dying inside... I know I'm stupid at times.
I know I'm not perfect one, I can make mistakes, "I'm sorry" 😞
I feel dumb. I can't do anything cause I'm here live in a far far away land.
Sorry if I'm jealous. I just love you so much. 
I know I'm not beautiful, pretty, sexy like other girls there but u made me feel I am.

I know every relationship has ups and down but sometimes I wanna lose hope. 
There are many question bothering my mind. "Do I deserve to be love?" "Do I deserve to be happy?"
"Do I deserve to breath?"

I know I'm unlucky cause my name it says that I mean the meaning of my name is unlucky.
I wanna show you how much I love you. How much I miss you. How much I really want to be with you. 

I'm sorry for being stubborn and headed. 
I'm sorry if I'm not perfect. 
I'm sorry If I can't afford to treat you the food that you like.
😢😢😢😢

Dear Ex

If you're reading this,

When YOU SEE ME, I want you realize what you had, regret what you lost, and realize that we are never ever getting back together.

It doesn't mean that I'm nice to you, I want you back.
We Broke Up 'coz you're a damn timer. And it's your fault.

It's just sad that you are part of my life.

I won't block or delete you
I'm keeping you there so that you'll see how HAPPY I AM NOW.

I Know How You Feel :]

I don't know what's going to happen from here on out but I do know is that I want to be with you. I've told you how I felt, all my feelings are true. You make me smile, you are always there for me, and you are just simply amazing. I'm so happy that I had the privilege to meet someone like you. We get along so well; the goofyness we share and our conversations are something I'd never trade for anything. I know we can become something special, I hope you see that too cause girl I have to tell you, I want no one else but you.

You like someone? Tell them! It would hurt more if you don't let them know. Because one day they will leave...and you will wish that you've said something or at least tried. Our biggest regrets are not for the things we have done but for the things we haven't done.

Have you ever talked to an ex, & exaggerated on how happy you are since you guys are broken up? You tell them how you have this & that going on, how you're going out & enjoying your single life & no longer stressing, how you're keeping yourself busy with friends & family, how you still haven't found someone new but you're not looking, how you're okay now? But deep down, you're not okay. You miss your ex a lot, you visit their Facebook page almost every day, you're always hoping to see their name come up when you got a new text or call, you're still checking up on them, you haven't deleted the pictures, & you trap yourself in a room full of memories with them.

I want to move on. You have no idea how badly I want to get past everything and start over. But our old memories creep back into my mind and it occurs to me; I'll never be over you.

Frustrated because I can't tell if it's real. Mad because I don't know how you feel. Upset because we can't make it right. Sad because I need you day and night. Angry because you won't take my hand. Aggravated because you don't understand. Disappointed because we can't be together, but still I'll love you forever.

Nothing can keep us apart I need to know that you feel the same cause I'd sacrifice all that I got today and baby for your love, I'm down to go all the way.